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Making Lipbalm! April 18, 2015

Filed under: Uncategorized — wisdomstar123 @ 5:00 pm

Heyy 🙂 Check this out if you’re interested in making your very own lipbalm, using this world renowned recipe that I’ve simplified. Use your creative attributes to make this recipe unique to yourself and comment what you think!

Lipbalm recipe-page-001

WISDOMSTAR123 – MAKING LIFE WISDOMY AND STARRY

Song of the Post ~ Everything I Didn’t Say by 5SOS (from LIVESOS!)

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Do I ever want anyone to love me back? April 15, 2015

Filed under: Thoughts — wisdomstar123 @ 10:14 pm
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A late night thought that I felt I had to write about.

How odd of me to be posting twice in a month! Haha, well I didn’t really plan this post out, I’m just typing whilst thinking. Typical me.

So the big question is if I ever want anyone to love me back. I’ve had several unrequited relationships in the past couple of years and although having a one-sided love can really bring you down emotionally, I actually don’t mind having them. They distract me from other things, and I have something that makes me really happy. Even if it’s only temporary…!

Like when they talk to you, or when they smile. It gives you that warming feeling of happiness.

And yet I begin to think, do I ever want them to love me back?

Because I can’t see us walking around, holding hands. I can’t see us together on a date. I can only picture me watching from the side, and I quote from ATL’s song, ‘I’ll keep you a daydream away, just watch from a safe place, so I never have to lose’. Maybe that’s what scares me, the feeling of losing that smile they give you when you say something funny, or the giggling fits you have together, the silly inside jokes, the precious time you spend in each other’s company.

Maybe the only way to have a relationship with them is to be friends.

Maybe they don’t want more.

And if they don’t want more, then I suppose, I don’t either. But how will I know that, unless I ask them? And what if I ask and they completely lose their respect for you? What if they ignore you, blank you, never ever speak to you again? On the other hand, they could love you back. (as if that’s ever gonna happen in my case – but you know, a girl can hope.)

Maybe I’m used to loving someone out of reach – I’m in love with endless lists of anime characters, actors and band members who I’m never gonna meet. Maybe that’s helped to deal with the stress of loving one unrequitedly.

*sigh* well I guess that’s it! A spontaneous post for you.

WISDOMSTAR123 – MAKING LIFE WISDOMY AND STARRY

Song of the Post ~ Carolyn by the Black Veil Brides

 

April Update April 5, 2015

Filed under: Holidays,Updates — wisdomstar123 @ 9:04 pm
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Heyyy 🙂

Spring has come upon us, we now have to wake up an hour earlier, and I’m feeling good!

Despite there being some unidentifiable feelings still shrouding my mind, I feel motivated and ready to learn. Well. We’ll see whether or not I actually stick to my timetable, but I really want to. I want to be fruitful in my studies – how ironic of me to say that whilst wasting my time blogging about it. Hehe.

So, since January, nothing much has happened.

I went to see ROOM94 in concert, at a venue near my house. It was my first ever concert and I spent it with someone really nice, so it was a great night. Maybe I damaged my ears, but even if I did, it would be worth it. I recorded as much of it as I could, and you can view the videos here…https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL5_uypbSMXwDZaHaE2Os2BLuUJN_auGrd

My birthday passed (I had tonsilitis 😦 cry), and I received a nice sum of money. I didn’t want it, I really didn’t; and it made me cry accepting it, but I am grateful all the same! In fact, I broke down in tears when I got to school because of the money! Kinda crazy, right? Well. I calmed down after that.

Some friends had a feud and I was plopped right in the middle of it all. I tried to be helpful, but at the end of the day, people need to sort these things out by themselves. A hero (such as myself) will not always be there to help, especially if something serious were to happen.

I went to France (which was AMAZING) and realised that just by spending time with someone, you can learn so much about them. For example, my room-mate who I will call Shoo, is about five cup sizes bigger than mine, her taste in music is actually quite good (not that I ever doubted it… ;D), and we talked about an enormous range of things. We talked so much that at the end of the trip I wondered who I’d be able to ramble on to. I also adopted a new self, who I liked to call Fredrick. He’s pretty cool if ya ask me. Our host family was extremely nice to us and I really want to stay in touch!

In two days I’ll be going to another concert with someone not so nice – but anyway, it’ll be cool. And in another few days, I’ll be going to London for three days. I intend on visiting the Science museum (again) and eating restaurant food! I’ve started a couple of new stories, but I probably won’t upload them. They’re cool in my eyes but probs not in yours!

I’m having dreams about France, it’s really sad but I’ll get over it soon.

My update is now over 🙂 I have a super long post about France coming up soon, but that might take a rather long time ^^’ Ah well! Until then…

WISDOMSTAR123 ~ MAKING LIFE WISDOMY AND STARRY

Song of the Post ~ A Daydream Away by ATL ❤