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Raging Heart March 26, 2016

Hi all 🙂

I had a suuuuper long post written to post for someone but I realised that perhaps it was a bit too personal to post online, so I’m going to analyse song lyrics instead.

This one is Raging Heart (a.k.a. My Heart is Cursing or 가슴이 욕해) by Kim Dong Wook, from the Korean series You’re Beautiful (which I’ve recently rewatched for the 5th time… ^^’)

Lyrics were taken from http://lulutnilot.blogspot.co.uk/ – I take no credit for the translation and do check them out 🙂

I always seem to find lyrics that I can relate to – it’s a really good feeling because you suddenly feel a connection with the singer, almost as if you’re not alone when you say you like someone. This song would always play during sad, intense moments in the drama, and at the beginning it would always make me cry. I’d never seen the lyrics translated till now so it was amazing to see how relatable they were.


“Smile more often, so that with your happy smile I can calm my heart from constantly looking at you.”

Sometimes, I glance at you. Those glances often turn into stares. Your smile is different to everyone elses – not because you have a different mouth but because it means more to me.

“Smile more often, so that the world will be jealous of you. Then my heart, which is constantly calling you, wouldn’t turn greedy anymore.”

I’m already jealous when you’re with others, so perhaps smiling more isn’t the solution… but my heart does call for you. It’s greedy for sure. It’s been calling you for more than a year now – I wonder when you’ll hear?

“My heart is cursing because it can’t say ‘I love you’. Tears burst and my yearning is flowing and flowing… the sad words that are stuck in my throat like a thorn are roaming around my ear all day.”

I’m really scared of rejection. Even if you ignore the fact that I like you, my intentions are always to please and to be appreciated – however obnoxious or narcissistic it may sound. I don’t tend to cry because of you, because you bring more happiness than sadness. I don’t tend to cry much anyway – it’s only when I watch films/dramas or someone shouts at me that tears begin to prick at my eyes. The sad words stuck in my throat really are like thorns… they hurt.

“Why does it have to be you? Why did I end up loving you? Even if I am shaking my head, even if I try to deny it, now I can’t let go of you.”

Yeah – why does it have to be you? Why not someone else? I know why I ended up liking you, because due to certain circumstances we ended up in places closer than I ever would’ve imagined. If you asked me whether I loved you or not, I would probably say no. Cause I’m like that.

“I love you, I love you forever… even if you aren’t looking at me.”

Sometimes I do feel that you’re looking at me. But that being said, I am overly delusional and do enjoy a good bit of fantasising (no r-rated stuff don’t worry), so I could be biased…

“You wouldn’t know even if I called you thousands of times. You wouldn’t know even if I wait at the same place. Like a fool I just look at you, this foolish love. You don’t know, no matter how much I call you.”

That’s very true. You only see me as a friend and there’s no reason for you to see otherwise – I don’t make it terribly obvious that I like you, at least I think I don’t… I’m a fool, for continuing this for so long despite the pain. Well you know what? I came to the conclusion long ago that the pain I got from being near you was more bearable than the pain being without you – and even though it might hurt, the happiness outweighs it by much more.


In conclusion… well I don’t know really. There isn’t a conclusion to this because there isn’t an end. I can temporarily stop liking you but we all know that in years to come, you’ll still be the person I remember as sweet, funny, pretty, loveable, clever and so much more… This was more of a ‘write down your thoughts’ post. If you have anything to say in response, I’d love to hear your thoughts too 🙂


Song of the Post ~ You Are My Spring by Sung Sikyung (Secret Garden OST)


Ailee – I’ll Show You October 17, 2012

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Long time no see.. Hope you are doing well!
Ailee comes back with an awesome, catchy song called I’ll Show You, featuring the HAWTTT G.O from MBLAQ! It’s very upbeat and pretty addictive… #^_^#
After her first single Heaven (which is also AMAZING) she releases her first mini album called Invitation! I want to buy it but I really have no money at all… Plus my mum wouldn’t let me! She’ll say:
“Spend more time studying, not playing on your iPod and listening to useless music!”
I feel offended now. Poor Ailee.
So since Ailee has shown us her amazing dancing skills in Dream High 2, she decided to dance in this video, IN HEELS AND A TUBE DRESS WHICH BARELY COVERS HER BUTT! She’s so pretty but it’s kinda obvious she’s trying to impress the guys! Next thing we know she’ll be dating G.O… I hope so! Who thinks they’ll make a good couple?
Meanwhile, escaping the k-pop scene, I have been writing! In the process for updating chapter 20 =O of Absolute Star!! Maybe 10 more chapters to go! Who knows, only my hands will tell.
Here is a picture of Ailee working in progress!

Hope you enjoyed reading!
Song of the Post – (Mogen) Loop by Heidi (ending 2 of Kaichou wa Maid-sama
But listen to I’ll Show You as well! Then you’ll be showing everyone else! Lol.


Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti Do February 29, 2012

Filed under: Film,Songs — wisdomstar123 @ 8:40 pm

Hey! Do re mi fa so la ti do is a Korean film that came out in 2008. It consists of Jang Geun Suk, and Jung Eui Chul. My favourite is Jung Eui Chul, because he is really hot! The main synopsis is about a girl called Jung Won. She finds out that a boy called Eun Gyu moves in next to her. Then she finds out Eun Gyu is friends with Hee Won, an ex-best friend. They used to be very close, but because Jung Won did something ten years before, they hated each other. I think they should get together!! Lol!


Dream High

Filed under: Film,Songs — wisdomstar123 @ 8:33 pm
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Dream high consists of Suzy, Taecyeon, IU, Wooyoung, Ham Eun Jung and Kim Soo-hyun. These are well known people!!
Six students at Kirin Art High School work to achieve their dreams of becoming stars in the Korean music industry. During the drama, the students learn how to develop their singing, songwriting and dancing skills while also undergoing personal growth. Each one of the students has his or her own strengths and weaknesses, but with the support and guidance of each other, they strive to debut on stage.
(This drama has a sequel, and my favourite person is definitely JB!



MCFLY SUPER CITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! October 2, 2010

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Mcfly has a new album called SUPER CITY!!!!!! It has a song called Party Girl in it – the songs really good but the video isn’t! Check this out:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=iv&annotation_id=annotation_309496&v=Rrn6BbM0TRQ    I think it works! Download it at:

http://www.mediafire.com/?du5lftoxcnvqeh2 Try it and comment if it works!!!!!

They’ve changed from 5 Colours In Her Hair into THIS!!



Heyya! May 3, 2010

Filed under: Songs,Uncategorized — wisdomstar123 @ 11:56 am

Haven’t blogged in AGES!!!!! I have a new blog – http://beadxia.wordpress.com/

Be sure to buy something!

I have a new album called Doubles and Triples which are a series of songs such as Telephone, Lollipop pt.2, SNSD that sound like they are repeated. If you want to download them, they are going on 4shared soon and they aren’t me singing like my last album!

If you have any questions, then comment and come back later when I would have probably answered them.

Thanks!!! ;D



My Album December 27, 2009

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It’s called Wisdomstar123 and it has 3 songs and 1 news report. Go to 4shared and type in Search:

Empire State of Sophia, Love you, News for you, What? Huh?(What, Huh? sounds a bit like DJ Talent-that guy from Britan’s got talent!!!)

Please Comment and make sure Priyanka Sahota, Isabel Queralt and Hannah Vinluan does!!(my Friends)